Taryn Marie

I would say I hate you the most in the world but the person I hate the most… Is who I am now

I Want To Cut So Bad, I Deserve This Pain, I Deserve All These Cuts, Because I’m A Failure, Disgusting, Ugly Person

innerpain92:

I Deserve Them

paradoxical-anxiety:

I never ever ever thought I’d be the girl who cuts. the girl that wants to sleep forever. the girl who hates herself. I never thought I’d have scars on my hips&thigh. 

Tales of current feelings

talesofasickcutter:

How come I see beauty in everything but myself?
I wish I could be pretty. I wish I could be slim. But I don’t have enough self control. I promise myself not to eat, but sooner or later I end up doing it.
I’m just disgusted by myself.
I think I’ll just cut to make it better. I hope it helps.

people keep telling me to be myself but why would I want to be something I hate

emotionalanorexic:

NOBODY UNDERSTANDS…

(Source: flightlesslittle-bird)

I hate being born into a fucked up family oh wait. I hate the fact I’m alive. I wish I could just die but then the pyscho I live with would follow me to hell.